Tuesday 23rd Decembre.

Well, that was a boring day. I got up at 8am to go to the asthma clinic, that woman was no help at all, just gave me some more drugs and inhalers so I still don't have a clue what's going on. After that, I went to the Royal Mail sorting office down the road because I had one of those slips through my letter box saying I had a parcel. I thought it was either Joe's book or Emily's sea monkeys, I got there, turns out it was neither as it was just a bulging envelope, I opened it in the office and a Chlamydia testing kit threw itself across the room. fuck you NHS.

I went to ASDA's after that and with my loose change that I'd rummaged around for, earlier that morning, I bought a massive thing of strawberry yoghurt, some clementines and some 28p chocolate. I then went for a walk along the river, it was so early nobody was about at all. I walked until my feet bled, then I went home, where I gorged myself on chocolate and tea. I'd eaten half a bag of clementines on the way home.

I watched The Virgin Suicides and My Summer Of Love with my tea and chocolate. In hindsight though, I wish I'd thought to get some 13p digestives. I miss biscuits. I then had a chat with Graham on ye olde t'internet; played some Mario Kart and that was it. I then fell asleep and woke up at about 11pmish and felt like death, so I text him to possibly cancel our forest ramble.

I feel alright now though, terrible chest pains, but I'll be fine. I can't wait to go out today. It's 6.51am now. I might have last nights dinner for breakfast then make a sandwich to take out with me. I know we've got a lot of ham and pickle, but I'm not so sure about cheese. Hmmm. I think we have crisps too actually. 

I went on Facebook not too long ago and saw that Jade had Joanna Newsom lyrics as her little message thing. I really do miss her bones sometimes, but then I think about what she did and I feel sick still. It was about 4 years ago now, but I'm still a bitter old witch. She made me not trust anyone. Rightly bloody so as it goes.

I was put on these pills called Cipramil today too. She didn't say what they were for, but I'm going to have a Google in a bit after breakfast.I really want to watch some new films. Someone recommended me Wild Strawberries. I've not read what it's about yet, but I've got it coming through the post today I do believe.

I was so miserable all day yesterday. I hope todays better. 

Me and Gram are going to go for a walk around Scadbury today and have some sandwiches. I don't like taking people to Scadbury as it's like me and my dads place, but I'd like to share it with Grammy, I think.

I was reading about the De Scatheburys and the Walsingham families that lived in Scadbury mannor. People reckon it's haunted now. If it really is, then it's not awfully, because me and Vicky both swam across the moat and roamed around the ruins one day. It was the hottest day of 2006 I do believe. Wednesday 19th of July. The hottest day on record. That was a fantastic day.

I'm lying in bed in all my clothes again.